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Alice Maude Mary Millhouse
wife of Richard E. Polding
and my grandmother
Her Life and Times
(1871 - 1950)
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CHILDREN AND
GRANDCHILDRENS
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FREDERICK MILLHOUSE
Adoptive family of Alice
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SAMUEL MILLHOUSE
Grandfather of Alice
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MILLHOUSE
TREE ROOTS
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FAMILY
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I can remember very little about my grandmother, I was only just
coming up to 10 years of age when she died but my impression as a child was of a very gentle victorian lady living in a house that seemed to be in a time warp of that age. Alice was reticent and calm - never seeming to say very much and usually, when we visited, to be found either in the kitchen or sitting at a very large mahogany table in the front sitting room. The table had an enveloping deep red velvet cloth draped over it and this had tassled edges that swung about - there were also long velvet curtains over the double doors into a smaller sitting room. I remember my surprise at discovering the doors behind the curtains one day when I was very small, not realising that they led into the same room which also had a door in the hall. The room had been put into service as an extra bedroom from time to time in it's history. Most probably it was the room my grandfather was nursed in by Alice during a part of last illness, it was certainly the room in which my grandmother spent her last week of life following a heart attack. One must suppose that possibly the room was used for this purpose on other occasions of illness for family members - the house being stretched up over four floors with two rooms on each would make the nursing of anyone an exhausting business. The house being full of people as well, must have made it an essential arrangemnt. There was within the overstuffed and hard victorian bench settee on which the babies were laid for their christening pictures - the upright piano on which my mother could play any tune having but heard it, and without a musical score - the little round three legged mahogany table on which sat the essential victorian aspidistra plant. That little table is now in my hall (without the aspidistra) and I delight in it's history, the events it has witnessed, good and bad. This room was, I am sure, used also for the victorian fashion of keeping the recently deceased for respects to paid, it had that atmosphere of heaviness about it, and it's normally closedupness, doors locked - spoke volumes - in fact my mother remembers being lifted up to view her grandfather in his coffin when she was only 4 years old and feeling distressed and frightened by this. In my grandmothers time, when I knew her, the room only seemed to be opened up for Christmas when the extended family gathered, and to the excitement of us, her grandchildren, the place where the Christmas treee stood, lighted candles dancing in the drafts and waited for Alice to arrive, having refreshed herself at her washstand - when then, and only then, it could give up it's numerous crackly parcels with the help of an (undetected for some years) Father Christmas uncle |
My personal memories of my grandmother,
her family and her household during the first ten years of my life.
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My grandmothers large extending mahogany table was the centre of
those Christmas events, with around 16-18 shoulder to shoulder around it, once in place you were there for the duration for how could you make many people get up and out of the way so that you could dismiss yourself. As children, we were better served by our smallness and would slide under, to escape or just to enjoy, the crawl slowly along between the ranks of legs trying to remember which belonged to whom. Once the meal, which to me, seemed to last for hours, was over, aunties and cousins darted around back and forth, clearing it all away, it was then time for the card games and back everyone sat, other than those few brave souls who decided to decline to the accompanying joshing of spoil-sport, and such like.
A simple glittery glass chandelier hung down over the centre of that
table. This had to be lit with a match as electricity had still not entered my grandmothers world, even in the 1940's - the gas hissed casting light and shadow over the glass prisms and cast further shadows around the walls. Lighting up time arrived long after the room had been allowed to become gloomy with the only light flickering from the coal fire which, - apart from the kitchen range, black and slumbering for the most part, and the boiler in the scullery - was the only means of heating in this very cold damp house. Lighting the gas mantals was in the province of my 'live at home aunt' and was done with a certain amount of ceremony, and usually in response to calls from varied visiting family for 'lights Doll, lights' and she would bustle in - after a few shouts off stage as to where the matches were - matches in hand and with a fierce determination to refuse all offers of help and unwanted advice from siblings, should the gas dare refuse to flare, in fact the whole affair did seem to be a finely tuned manoeuvre. |
Alice was always, when I was young, dressed in a black dress which
enveloped her in much the same way as her table was dressed, hiding her completely under the voluminous folds. There were black dresses for morning covered with a washed out patterned pinafore, and black dresses for afternoon, but in my view they were all the same. I do not remember her talking to me although she must have done so, but she would put her arm around my waist as I leant against her, but no grandmother to grand-child bond formed, we did not know each other - there were always aunts and uncles, cousins and friends who came and went, all with load voices and with plenty to say and Alice seemed to be a quiet oasis in the middle of this busy, bossy family all vying to catch her attention. At times towards the end of her life she was to be found sitting in her arm chair, but poised as if at a half-way point and about to go elsewhere, a plate would sometimes be resting on her black clad lap. A piece of cake crumbled into small pieces which she would nibble at occasionally to the sounds of my aunt tutting and saying " she eats like a bird, she does" To enquiries she would agree she was not feeling so good but would resolutely remain and join in the conversation now and then, her white silvery hair escaping from the loose bun clipped to the back of her head. At other times she would disappear to the kitchen leaving my uncle to do the milk round accounts while we waited impatiently for his attention. I would often not see her again until it was time to leave, having presumerably been talking about 'things not for childrens ears' in the kitchen. |
I am told that she would disappear now and then and would be
tracked down in the cellar where it was thought, by my mother, that she went to when in need of some peace and quiet, but I am doubtful of that, as would anyone who had ever been down there, and in contradiction, is the story that she always set the clocks at differing times so that nobody knew what the time was and would have to seek her out if they needed to know. While being retiring and reticent in character she was nevertheless quick to hold out a helping hand to anyone in dire need, be it money, food or her drawing room floor borrowed for a nights sleep. My mother remembers that it was not unusual to find someone stretched out of a morning, they having slept the night there. A hard luck tale would be told along with the paying up, or not, of the milk bill to Alice, she being the wife of a Master Dairyman and this the base from which the milk deliveries went out to the local community. |
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